I am extremely discouraged and thinking about stopping this journey for awhile.
I am not enjoying myself. I hate every form of exercise. I hate running on the treadmill. I don’t mind running outside with a group but they all run at night and I can’t keep up with them so I end up scared out there alone. I hate burpees that my trainer keeps making me do. I hate yoga, I can’t even hold a downward facing dog. I hate boot camp.
I’ve been the same weight for over a month. I’m not losing weight. I gained 4 pounds since my last blog.
I’m tired of not being able to eat whatever I want. Every time I eat something not on my diet I gain 4 pounds and I’m tired of it. I can’t be a strict dieter.
I need a workout partner. I’ve asked my friends but none of them are dependable. I put a ad on craigslist and got no response.
I’m sorry that this post is not inspiring but this is how I feel.