I am extremely discouraged and thinking about stopping this journey for awhile.

I am not enjoying myself. I hate every form of exercise. I hate running on the treadmill. I don’t mind running outside with a group but they all run at night and I can’t keep up with them so I end up scared out there alone. I hate burpees that my trainer keeps making me do. I hate yoga, I can’t even hold a downward facing dog. I hate boot camp.

I’ve been the same weight for over a month. I’m not losing weight. I gained 4 pounds since my last blog.

I’m tired of not being able to eat whatever I want. Every time I eat something not on my diet I gain 4 pounds and I’m tired of it. I can’t be a strict dieter.

I need a workout partner. I’ve asked my friends but none of them are dependable. I put a ad on craigslist and got no response.

I’m sorry that this post is not inspiring but this is how I feel.

8 thoughts on “Discouraged

  1. Caroline Woods December 5, 2012 at 1:21 am Reply

    Please do not give up. Its ok to be discouraged, you are human! I know everything is easier said than done….but try to re-focus on your goals! You are very inspiring….take some time to rethink and I will bet you get your focus back, and even stronger!!!

  2. kaytiw December 5, 2012 at 2:39 am Reply

    don’t quit! You’re doing so well and you are so inspiring to so many of us out there. If you don’t like what you’re doing, change it! If you’re trainer isn’t working, get a different one! You are an amazing woman. I hope you know that.

  3. Dre December 5, 2012 at 4:41 am Reply

    Don’t stop! Get it! Get it!!

  4. Jennifer December 5, 2012 at 1:12 pm Reply

    No no no no! Don’t give up. You are a source of inspiration to me and countless others.

  5. transformationpics December 5, 2012 at 1:37 pm Reply

    Hang in there, its moments like this that if you press through, u will have the break through that u are looking for.

  6. Dr. D December 7, 2012 at 1:26 am Reply

    Vicky, no one ever says it is easy, and yes, sometimes we all backslide, but can you honestly stand in the mirror and say you have not made progress? You look good young lady and it is only going to get better through your sweat and tears. You have to do this so you can take care of me in my old age (which is fast approaching!! Aunt Akua

  7. Lisa Eddy December 7, 2012 at 5:54 am Reply

    Vicky, hi, I’ve followed your site for a month or so. I started working out at az pro early October. I hate exercise too, especially burpees and mountain climbers! I would love to workout with you. Please let me know if you’re interested. I live in Mesa. My Facebook page has stuff on it about my struggles to work out. I’m also doing this isagenix diet thing that is super hard but seems to be working. My trainer is having a boot camp this Saturday morning at the park at Gilbert and ray and who knows, you might like it. Anyway, feel free to call or text anytime.

    Please don’t give up or stop. Maybe just try something different. 🙂

    Lisa Eddy
    602 510 8111

    Facebook is Gothic Mastiffs (I breed and show mastiffs)

    • Fat to Figure GIrl December 8, 2012 at 1:39 am Reply

      I live in Glendale, that’s about a hour away from Mesa. It’s a hike for me just to make it to AZ Pro Physiques.

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