I’m thinking about regularly updating what I eat. Right now it is 9:45 pm and I have not had dinner. I am hungry. But the reason I have not eaten is because I had chocolate cake earlier at 3pm, so my mind is worried that I will go over my calories (still at 2000) if I eat anything.
Today I had oatmeal for breakfast, a MexiCali salad for lunch, then at snack time I had a slice and a half of chocolate cake. That’s all I’ve had to eat today.
I have lots of days like these where I ate something earlier that makes me not want to eat for the rest of the day. Usually it’s something sugary like a Vanilla Kreme donut or a slice of cake. I wish this stuff didn’t make you fat because it’s so good and makes me temporarily happy. I get a high when I eat that sugary substance. I am definitely an addict to sugar.
The thing is , I want to stop feeling guilty about this because it just wears my ass out. Always feeling guilty. The guilt doesn’t stop me from eating that stuff so it’s completely useless.
Anyay these are just some thoughts for the night. Now I’m gonna go eat a light dinner. (Michelina’s tuscan inspired chicken – 289 calories)