Have you guys ever watched the TLC channel tv show “My 600 lb Life”?
If you haven’t, there is this Dr. that does all their surgeries named Dr Nowzaradan. He’s a bariatric weight loss specialist. He gets good results.
I have an appointment with him coming up in March. Hopefully they can get me approved by my insurance. It’ll be an uphill battle which is why I am also saving to have surgery in Mexico if all else fails.
I haven’t weighed myself since i’ve been in Texas, wait actually I had one dr appointment and they weighed me, I weighed 311 pounds I think.
I wonder how much I weigh now, My pants are a bit loose on me. I can’t keep these size 26 girlfriend jeans on, they keep slipping down. I don’t know if that’s just the way girlfriend jeans fit or what.
I’ve developed a terrible addiction to coca cola. I think it’s replaced my alcohol consumption. Since I’m not allowed to bring alcohol into my mothers house, I’ve been drinking a 2 liter of Coke a day. My mom always warns me of how bad the Coke Cola is but I believe I am truly addicted to it. I crave it. I’ve tried replacing it with tea, doesn’t give me the same feeling.
In positive news, I’ve started going to therapy. On the tv show Dr. Nowzaradan always makes his patients go to see a therapist to figure out their eating issues and the root cause of over eating . For me I don’t over eat that much really, my problem is I eat crap. Even my mom says I dont eat that much, it’s just that what I do eat is so crappy, like Oreos, Coca Cola, cake, cheese puffs. I do over eat on cookies when I have them, I can eat half a box of oreos in one night. I eat high calorie foods with no exercise. Anyway so I told my therapist I feel like my life is not where I want it to be because of my weight. We need to figure out how to get me to stop eating all this junk and get motivated to eat right and exercise.