Well I’m really not that unhealthy besides being obese. I don’t have any physical diseases or dysfunctions. I have mental disorders ie. depression, bipolar, anxiety but I’ve been pretty happy lately, I attribute a lot of that to my part time job. I’m really loving it and I get compliments all day from my boss and customers. Who wouldn’t love that? I don’t get paid much at all, It’s been probably over three decades since I’ve made this little amount of money (I’m making a little more than minimum wage) , but I love the job working in retail fashion. I love advising people on what they should wear, putting outfits together, I even like putting the clothes away from the dressing room. My boss appreciates me and we have a good team of girls working there. The only negative is that I stand on my feet for hours and my body hurts when I get off work. I have to take pain killers and muscle relaxers to make it thru the day. It’s nothing too strong; just a mild muscle relaxer and 600 mg ibuprofen. The pain would go away if I lost about 50 pounds.
School just started back up and I hope to get an A in my Economics class and my Computer class, but I’m worried about my Accounting class. The teacher said we cannot use Cheat Sheets on the test and theres a lot of stuff to memorize. I have memory issues. I really need a A in my Accounting class cause that’s my major. I think I’ll go to the tutor on campus and get help with my homework.
I haven’t been back to yoga yet. I have school during the time that my gym holds the yoga class and I could go after school, I just didn’t feel like it last week. Maybe this week will be different.
I ate so many calories today. For breakfast I had an Acai Bowl from Jamba Juice, that has 500 calories, but after work is where I really did some damage. I went to BJ’s Brewery alone and ate Sriracha Brussels sprouts, avocado egg rolls and a salted caramel pazookie. The Pazookie had 1300 calories in it. It was good but damn, I wish I had the will power to just eat half of it. It was sooo warm and gooey with ice cream on it. I typically don’t eat dairy ice cream, because I don’t agree with the dairy industry practices. I’m Pescatarian/vegetarian. But every once in awhile I will eat some dairy.
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