I broke my diet and ate a slice of cake at school today. I blame it on stress and temptation. It looked so good I couldn’t pass it up in the cafeteria at school. My first time eating any dessert in over 2 weeks. I’m trying to get sugar out of my system. I will regret this. I also ate 2 slices of pizza, a grilled cheese sandwich and a rice krispie treat. Topped it off with Lemonade and cranberry juice. My school has a buffet style cafeteria where you pay 1 fee and eat anything. So that’s why and how I ate all that food. 1,610 calories.
What sucks is I weighed myself this morning and I had lost 4 pounds since Sunday. I weighed 261 pounds this morning. I hope I didn’t pack all the pounds back on. I walked 9,000 steps today so far. I gotta walk about 5,000 more to cover what I ate at lunch at school.
The stress comes from my school administration. Financial Aid told me yesterday that I was not eligible for financial aid cause I am not a full time Grad student. I am currently taking 1 Grad class and 2 undergraduate classes. The undergraduate classes don’t count towards my status. But I need the undergraduate classes before I can enroll in Graduate Accounting classes. Basically I need to enroll in another Grad class to be full time. The problem is that Registration is closed for the semester. They should have told me all this weeks ago when I asked them if there was anything else I needed to do.
Y’all I had a really bad panic attack yesterday after talking to financial aid. I went to see my therapist and I had to leave early cause I was too panicked to talk. I had so much anxiety that I asked my neighbor for something to help calm me down. She gave me something that put me to sleep.
My mom called her friend at my school, and her friend guided me through what to do today. I had to come on campus, which by the way is a hour away from my home. Basically I had to fill out a Add/Drop form, have it signed by my Advisor and Department head and turn it into the provost office. I did all of that which took forever, I kept having to walk to different offices all over this campus, which is why I walked 9,000 steps already today.
Anyway I turned it in, but I don’t want to leave campus until they manually add the class and I talk to financial aid. But they are taking forever to add the class. Ugh!! This school is so jenky, I do not recommend it to anyone. I’m tempted to transfer to another school after I take all my pre-req’s. Another school said they will accept me after I get some more accounting classes under my belt. There’s like 4 classes they want me to take.
Anyway, I am just sitting in the computer lab wasting time.