Everything is good

My life is going incredibly well


    • I hope I dont fuck it up


    • I am happy with school


    • I am happy with where I live


    • I am happy with my job


    • I am happy with my diet


    • I am happy with my wardrobe


    • My car is pretty good


    • My bills are pretty low, except for my credit card debt. It’s great to only have to pay $350 a month for rent. It’s incredibly freeing and stress reducing.

Areas that could use some improvement:


    • I could use more close personal friends, I go to dinner once a week with a group of girls but I dont have any of their phone numbers , we do not chat outside of dinner. I have a close friend in Arizona but it would be nice to have someone who lived near me that I could talk to about personal things and do shit with.


    • I could use SOME sex, lol, any sex would be great right now. No I don’t want ANY sex. I want good sex with someone I love. I’m holding out for that. I also need a new bed before I can invite anyone over.


    • I wish I had less debt, but I’m working on that.


    • I wish I could afford to get my hair done, but eventually if everything works out I should be able to do that again someday.

It’s taken me a very very long time to get to the place where I am happy and satisfied with my life. I never thought I would get to this place. I was depressed and suicidal for so long, I really thought I would have killed myself by now. But here I am feeling jolly. It makes me so proud of myself.

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