I went shopping yesterday at the mall. I spent like $100 yesterday when you include lunch. I keep going to the mall in between classes to get my steps in cause I eat a big lunch and I need extra calories for dinner. I have to do at least 10,000 steps on Tuesdays. So I went to Willowbrook mall and I bought:
Sephora- Bite beauty Agave lip balm – $14
JC Penney Sephora – Ole Henrickson Vitamin C kit – $40
Macy’s – a pair of snakeskin pants – $10
Express – a jumpsuit – $17
I actually opened an Express credit card cause I didn’t realize they had clothes I can fit now. They have size 18 in store at Willowbrook mall. The one at the mall near me only goes up to size 14.
I don’t know if I should give up on my No-Buy or not. I’m clearly not even following the rules at all. What should I do? Should I try harder?
I’m paying off several credit cards this month and I don’t want to put anything back on those cards, so I think once I pay them off I will stick to my No-Buy more.
I did talk to my therapist about this problem today. She just keeps asking me how I feel before and during shopping. But I don’t know how I feel. I just want stuff. She needs to help me cause it’s really a problem. I feel out of control, How I use to feel when eating. I transferred my overeating to overshopping.