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I am obsessed with Amanda Seales. I think she is a valuable voice for black women and I think she will change the world. I’ve been defending her all over the internet the past 2 days. I was so excited that she responded to my comment on her instagram
I am trying to get Texas A&M University to bring her here for an interview conducted by my mom who is a prolific professor there. My mom interviewed Angela Davis recently. My mom is brilliant, I think she is the perfect person to interview someone brilliant like Amanda Seales.
I am probably one of the most devoted Blockheads. If you didn’t know, a Blockhead is a person who is a fan of the boyband New Kids On The Block (NKOTB). My first concert was in 1990, I went backstage and that is where I met their manager Maurice Starr and got to hang out with the group for the first time.
In 1998 I created and hosted the New Kids On The Block fan convention in Boston, MA to celebrate their 10 year anniversary. At the time I was a student living on campus at the University of New Orleans in Louisiana. I had just discovered the internet and HTML and I wanted to reach out to and meet other Blockheads so on a whim I created this fan convention and made a website for it. I charged just $100 back then and all I knew is I wanted to go to Boston cause thats where the New Kids are from and I wanted to meet fans. All I had was a on campus PO box to receive the letters and money from fans who wanted to attend.
I couldn’t believe it when cash actually started coming in the mail. Once I had $1000, I rented a van and drove to Boston with my sister as my assistant. We stayed at the hostel and We drove around looking for activities and locations to take the fans. We couldn’t go to a NKOTB concert because they were on a break, however there was a radio station concert that we went to and the backstreet boys were performing there. Everywhere we went I put up signs for the fan convention and I even did a interview with a local newspaper there in Boston. We met so many people who live in Boston and knew NKOTB. I was like a tour guide for the fans. The main event was going to each NKOTB member’s real house and the house they grew up in. Nowadays this would be called stalking. Back then we were foolish and fanatics. We also went to locations in Dorchester where the New Kids hung out as teenagers and we went to Lansdowne street cause we heard Jordan and Joe hung out at the clubs there. One day we went and Jordan was at Axis. That was crazy. But the real crazy thing that happened is we ALL met the Backstreet Boys. They were just starting to make it big in the USA and I went up and asked if my friends could take pictures with them. That was such a big hit with the girls and totally worth the whole trip.
This is a picture I took of my sister with Kevin of the Backstreet Boys. I didn’t take any pictures personally with them. I was taking everyone else’s picture for them.
The best thing was becoming really good friends with a few of the girls.
A few months later I moved to Boston because I was obsessed with NKOTB. I also fell in love with the city. In fact Boston is my favorite city outside of Manhattan.
Anyhoo, I am creating another NKOTB fan convention. It would be different this time because now there are Airbnb’s we can stay in together and the New Kids are back together so we can go to one of their concerts together. It would be so much fun.
Today I woke up in a good mood. I decided to make a plan for myself that will keep me focused on a better future for myself.
I watched a few youtube videos on Accounting and CPA exam tips. This was soooo helpful for me, there is a-lot that I forgot even though I just graduated 2 years ago with my Masters degree in Accounting.
So now I am uber focused.
I am focused on getting my CPA license and doing better in my accounting job interviews.
The first step for me is setting up study time and a study schedule.
I need to wake at 8am every morning, which means I have to be asleep by 10pm every night.
For 8 hours a day I want to watch Accounting channels. Like this whole channel. I subscribed to 4 accounting channels today and they each have dozens of videos. I want to watch ALL of the videos which might take me 2 weeks but it will be so helpful in job interviews where they ask alot of accounting questions. This is primarily to refresh my memory.
Once I’m done with that I want to watch the CPA review videos that are available on Youtube. The CPA exam is really difficult, on par with the Bar exam. There are 4 sections to the CPA exam and each section takes 4 hours to complete. The videos I watched, recommended that you study 4-6 weeks for each part of the exam, so that is 6 months of studying and taking exams. They recommend you take the hardest part first. One video I watched said the Auditing section is the hardest. If you did not pass a section of the CPA Exam, you have to wait until the next testing window to retake that section. There are four testing windows each year. There are no limits to how many times you can take the exam but it does cost money to take each exam.
The other recommendation is to buy the Becker CPA Review course. Their price ranges from $2500 – $6000
I’m just going to focus on the things I have control over and stay positive in believing the universe will provide me with what I need to make this happen.
I’ve been feeling a little lost this week because there is so much that I want to do but I just feel like I will never have the money to do it. I am tired of living month to month. I don’t want to worry about how I’m going to pay my bills.
I want to get my CPA license so that I can get a good paying job. I need 4 full months off from work to study for that and take the tests. That’s just the way my brain works, I need to be immersed in my studies, I can’t have anything else going on. I also need to find a really good course that helps me with a guided study plan. Coursera and Youtube doesn’t really have what I need. I need something interactive or even an actual live course or a tutor. This would be about $3,000 if I used https://www.gleim.com/cpa-review/courses/.
I want to pay my rent/utilities, car note, and car insurance off for 6 months. So I just can relax and take care of myself, my body, my spirit. Paying my rent/utilities for 6 months would be $4000, My car note for 6 months would be $3000.
I want to go back to therapy. I owe my therapist over $1,000 because she’s not billing my insurance correctly. So I’ve had to stop going to therapy and that really has me in a dark place mentally and emotionally.
I hate the way my body looks. I need to lose 100 pounds. I need to spend 6 months walking 3 hours a day. But also I need to not be obsessed with food all the time. Ozempic is good for getting food off of your brain. I know some people that go to Brazil to purchase Ozempic because it’s just $250 a box there. I want to go to Brazil and stock up on a years worth of Ozempic. That would be $3,000.
I want to go to Europe with my family in May. The flight is like $1250, plus expedited passport is $250. Plus flying from country to country in Europe is about $500. All my other expenses would be covered already. So I need $2000 to go to Europe.
I want to get a wig that would last a year and get it installed – $650
I want to get on debt repayment plan or file for bankruptcy. That’s about $500 a month. I really want to get rid of my debt and start building my credit score. The reason I didn’t file for bankruptcy before is besides the fact I couldn’t afford the $2,000 the lawyer charged, they wanted me to do all the work as far as researching my debtors and stuff. I didn’t understand why I should pay some one to file if I have to do all the work. I can figure out how to file for myself if I have to do all that.
I want to get braces and bleaching for my teeth which is like $3,000.
I want to get a tummy tuck, ab-etching and liposuction which is about $5,000 as well in Columbia. I have a friend who did that, it looks so good. She’s way smaller than me though. But I look at Gina Jyneen and she got her stomach done, I think she got a tummy tuck and lips, she’s a big girl and she looks great. https://www.youtube.com/@GinaJyneen
I want to get a breast lift, so that I can wear the kind of clothes I like without needing a bra – $7000
I think even just $15,000 would be a life changing amount of money for me. That’s really nothing to most people I know, but for me it would transform my existence.
I sent my boyfriend this picture and he said “blue looks good on you”. I told him that the fact that he comments on my outfit color instead of my body has me side eye him.
So he called me and told me he doesn’t really like the pictures from this photo shoot. He doesn’t like the lighting or the background. He likes the pictures I took of myself last week better.
I don’t like that. It hurt my feelings. I told him maybe he doesn’t like my body right now and maybe he thinks I’m too fat.
He said that’s not true and that he has never complained or made negative comments about my body.
but yea he also never really compliments my body either.
I just feel like I need to lose weight and get a smaller stomach and thighs, I don’t like my body and I am projecting it onto him.
I was hired for my first professional photo shoot in over a decade yesterday. It was ok, I hate the way my body looks right now so I don’t love all the pictures. But men like them and thats good since these will be released on my only fans. https://onlyfans.com/realvickinicole
I also don’t think I asked for enough money, like I don’t want to do ANYTHING for an amount of money where I cant even pay my rent with it. In the future I want to only do things in the adult industry for an amount of money that will relieve my stress. But I am thankful to have new pictures.
If you want to book me for a shoot send me a email to: vicki@vickinicole.com and I will send you my rate list.
Can I get 5 people to answer the following questions about my essence? This is for my book group I have with my family. There are assignments. This assignment is to get 5 people to answer these questions.
what happens when I come into a room? What shows up when I show up?
I’ve been reading this book called True Purpose by Tim Kelley with my family. Every week we have a meeting to go over the book chapters we read that week and sometimes there are activities. This week’s activity was answering some questions. I would like people to comment in the blog and tell me what patterns you see in my answers that could lead me towards my true purpose:
I answered 3 of the questions. My answers:
Question 2: I felt most fulfilled when I worked at Torrid in the mall for 3 years, working with my best friends listening to music all day at work and full out dancing around the store. Customers would come in and comment on how joyful I was with the random dancing to songs. Gossiping and talking to my coworkers and helping the customers find outfits, helping overweight women feel beautiful, helping busty women find bras that supported them. I was definitely in my element and felt so happy to go to work.
Question 4: I felt most aligned when I met artist manager Johnny Wright at the NSYNC hotel in Boston. I felt I could give him Lexxi’s cd if I had it with me and I felt like I was close to my dream of working in the music industry as an artist manager.
Question 5: I felt most east & flow the time when I was randomly at work as a waitress at TGI Fridays in Boston on Newbury Street and I heard this little white girl singing an Aretha Franklin song, and this inspiration washed over me and said “this is it, she is the one”, so I went in the kitchen at work and asked her if I could be her manager. She thought it was a joke but said yes anyway. That was Lexxi, she was a Berklee College of Music student. For a day or so I was trying to figure out the next step but Later that week I randomly ended up with my friend Nikki at this man she was romantically interested in named Colon’s studio in Boston and I thought it was serendipity so I told him about Lexxi and that she was a super star in the making and I asked him if Lexxi could record at his studio for free. He said yes we could during off hours and that he had a in house producer who was also a music student at Berklee College of Music named Matt who also agreed to produce Lexxi. That week I wanted to get started ASAP and we didn’t have any actual music for Lexxi to record so I was at work and I wrote the lyrics to a song I called “Listen 2 Me” and me, Lexxi and Matt went in the studio, Matt produced the song and that was Lexxi’s first song recorded under my management. This all happened really quickly.
OK that’s those questions, the second part of the assignment was to answer each of the following questions:
What did I always want to do when I grew up? Marry a celebrity, specifically Kirk Cameron and be best friends with a celebrity, specifically Alyssa Milano.
I am uniquely designed to pick out talented unique people who will become super stars. I have done this with several celebrities before they became even known by the public, for example, When I was managing Lexxi, I wanted to help her find a bigger named music manager who I could work along side with, I knew who most of the music managers were and I contacted some of them for help and advice. One of the ones I contacted was Donna Wright, I sent her Lexxi’s demo cd and a letter explaining how I would love to work with her and that Lexxi would be a huge superstar, etc.. etc.. Donna Wright wrote me back and basically said she was already developing and managing a white girl who was uber talented and she sent me back some pictures of the girl and a couple of her songs that were in the process of recording. Immediately after listening to that girl I told every body I spoke to how famous and huge that girl was going to be when she came out. People looked at me like “Oh whatever what do you know”, That girl released her music a few months later and That girl was “Pink!” I really felt validated when all those people came back to me and said “Omg Vicki how did you know? You knew before everyone.”. This has happened several times, I would tell people about someone I had met, or heard of and that I just KNEW they were going to be huge. That happened with Diddy back in the early 90’s, that happened with Usher, it happened with a lot of people who ultimately became celebrities. To this day people come to me and say” I remember when you said ‘this person’ was going to be huge, how did you know?” It’s just something I am uniquely designed to do.
I am consistently drawn towards fame. Right now it’s famous influencers. Specifically Monroe Steele, Tamara Kalinic and Jenee Naylor. They are all fashion and lifestyle influencers. I think I am drawn to them because that is my ideal career, being paid a bunch of money to get dressed and show how I live and have people be inspired by it.
If I had a year to live I would spend it annoying my family and making as many experiences with family as possible.
On my death bed I will feel satisfied and fulfilled if I changed all my personal relationships into positivity and changed who I am enough that everyone I know feels fondly about me.
If I won the lottery, the meaningful thing I would do is make everyone I personally know financially solvent and secure.
Vicki Nicole 